Living in the future was as if I were slowly and subsconciously poisoning myself.
Then, living in the past felt like someone was choking me.
It’s about time I stuck to returning to living in the present.
So my ex didn’t even have the guts to say hello to me at a public event.
My friends exclaiming they can’t believe “what a fucking coward” he’s behaving as left me blank. Just - completely blank.